LIFE - A Never Ending Drama

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

29th March '10, Tuesday:

Lol ok 2day overslept so didn't jog. But i did pack the house :) Took like a whole afternoon before taking e sweet nap after all e hardwork. Cooked Alfredo Pasta for myself for dinner. My sis says it tastes weird, but i think its just a bit too salty. Hmm looking at recipes n watching youtube demo now on how to make japanese curry. Wanna cook that 2moro for dinner for whole family, but i hav to do everything by myself cos they r all out in e afternoon. Hope i won't destroy or burn down the kitchen :/ Hmm 2moro hav to wake up early to deliver some stuff for my mum. Dun think i will run 2moro, but just do dumbbell exercises at home or something. N hav to carry on packing the house cos im not done yet. ¡Adios amigos!

Sunday, March 28, 2010

28th March '10:

Had combined choir prac. 2day at 1.30pm. Sang for like at least 3 hrs...... Im like going to lose my voice soon. My inferiority complex wasn't hitting me that hard 2day so i guess thats good. At least not until now while im typing this blog entry. After prac. went with fiona, andrea, james, tobi, lis to KFC for dinner. Suddenly i really wished there was a guy in bass that i can talk to abt all my inferior complax stuff going on. I feel a little better telling my problems to andrea, fiona n veron, but they dun really get my point n how i feel cos they r not in my section. Can't blame them really. N to me james is not matured enough yet for me to tell him such stuff la. My besties like martin r not in G2 so can't really talk to them abt it. N iggy is in UK now, so honestly sometimes i really do feel v alone in the section. Aiya im getting kinda emotional now so i shall stop typing abt it. Luckily i hav 3 days to just chill n relax, not think abt it b4 singing for thursday's mass. Hmm shall go jogging 2moro n pack storeroom. Peace out :/

27th March '10:

Went for choir prac. n mass. Also went for confessions b4 mass 2day. Sighs my inferiority complex abt my voice is growing, esp with wad happened on Sat. (which i think only veron knows)..... Tot i alr gave up then 2day a "chance" came again but it was not to me. Felt kinda disappointed. Somehow im just not used to being the "lousier" one in things. Veron said to me something which made me think abt it differently, "You cannot be good in everything". So i just have to get used to it then. But i still think im being under-estimated. Guess much of it is my own ego problem. After prac. went with danica, bryan david, veron, fiona to Macs for supper n chit chate b4 going home. Suddenly fiona said my low notes r nice, just high notes r airy. Haha dunno y i felt "relieved" n really did brighten my "inferior" mood 2nite.

Anw, lets talk abt happier stuff now :) Lol my sis just gave me my bday present. It an AC house tee n 2 of their foolscap pads. Actually i liked e red house one but she bought me e yellow one. Nvm its still AC. Wa e foolscap pad i will like use just 1 pad a year in poly. Haha i also wanted their windbreaker but nvm la, i'll just be contented with wad she bought. Yay with these stuff im like so motivated to study n do well :) Looks like not only their badge will be helping me from now on. Looking forward for sch to start...... im so bored being e maid at home. Sobs :(

Thursday, March 25, 2010

25th March'10:

K long time never blog alr. Uhm updates...... i decided not to get a job alr, partly cos my mum told me she dun allow me to work when sch reopens, so its hard to get someone to employ me for like 1 month or so. So rite now im e maid of e house. Hang, iron, keep clothes, buy groceries from NTUC etc. SO everyday i just look forward to watching e latest episodes of ANTM cycle 14, Desp. Housewives n Family Guy.

What else... oh got back exam results yesterday. Sem. GPA: 3.839, Cum. GPA: 3.85. Lol idk to put :) or :(. Well, at 1st i was happy cos i was better than i expected (hello this sem. got count accounting, how am i suppose to think i'll do well). But looking in detail of all e marks i got kinda disappointed...... PTH n Marketing i got B+, felt so shit seriously. Tot i confirm can get A for it. Then accounting idk how i got an A, suspect they mark wrong or something. Hmm IDEAS i got A too, shocking cos i tot e cher hated our group. CRS i got A but was disappointed cos i wanted e Dist. Rest was well, kinda expected??? Felt kinda sad my GPA dropped from last sem., while my classmates improved so yea. But it can't be changed anws, so i just look forward to do better in Year 2. The Best Is Yet To Be!!!

Went to driving sch with andrea 2day to register Basic Theory Test (private). Paid like 17 bucks for registration. Then went to buy e book n stuff, which was ard 10 bucks. E exam is in May but i havn't book e exact day yet cos idk my timetable yet :( Omg i saw a Japanese Spitz puppy at my house downstairs pet shop. SOO CUTE haha. Hmm 2moro going for Annabel's bday party at Tampiness. Im generally not e bday party kind of person, but still hope to hav fun. Peace Out :)

Saturday, March 13, 2010

12th March '10:

Omg didn't sleep e whole night :( Idk Y. Gave Donald wake up call at 5.30am and just facebook all e way till 7.30am b4 going back to St. Pats to help out e Sec 1s beach cleaning. Took 1E1, aka e Scholar Class, with donald and some others, and went to Changi Beach. Omg e form teacher is SOO strict, like seriously. I was charge of 10 boys n we went to pick up trash. When we were walking back, they saw e teacher & just auto line up in 1 neat line n walk behind me...... I was like shocked. A bit too "over". She was really particular in them lining up in 1 straight line, even sitting on e floor she requires them to be in upright posture. Geez.... If you r slow or did something wrong you hav to do 20 push-ups. Wa so far this IS e most disciplined class i've seen in St. Pats sia.

After which, went with donald to parkway Macs for lunch b4 heading home...... Dozed off immediately........ Woke up at 9pm and watched e 1st episode to ANTM cycle 14 on Youtube (at last its here!!!). Lol learnt for e show that Givenchy is pronounced as "Gee-Von-Chi". Its french, ppl.

11th March '10:

Happy Birthday to myself lol :)
Hmm met marcus, gabby, martin n jordan at bubble tea shop b4 heading for Astons at East Coast together. Donald n bryan were late but its ok. Lol when i reach Astons then i found out i forgot to bring my specs along so i rushed home to grab my specs n ran back to e restaurant. Had Prime Sirloin steak..... a bit to raw for me though, although its suppose to be medium-well alr. After which, we proceeded to McCafe n they got me a Oreo cheesecake n sang Happy Birthday. Hmm we went home pretty early, ard 9+pm. This weekend i will have b'day lunch/dinner with family n relatives i guess.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

9th March '10:

Zzzz boring.... no phone calls still for e jobs i applied for..... Did housework, did dumbbell exercises, n had Desperate Housewives season 6 marathon online lol. Still trying to catch up, 2 more episodes to go. Hmm plan to jog 2moro @ ECP. Haha dunno y but im having this exericsing thing going on since this morning. That should be a good thing :) Sms-ed all e "guests" for my upcoming b'day dinner. Yay ALL can go. Thats all i did 2day....

Jefferjunior's Birthday Dinner

Guests: martin, gabby, marcus, jordan, donald, bryan, min jie

When: 11th March 2010

Venue: Aston's @ East Coast Road

Time: 7pm

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

8th March '10:

Woke up early 2day to do housework.... ironing n stuff. Suppose to go find job at parkway with veron n andrea but forget it, i'll just place my hopes on the jobs i applied @ suntec. Uhm suddenly i tot maybe i shouldn't get a job. Instead, i should stay at home and help my mum do housework. More meaningful and accomplishing lol. Hmm anw, lets just see how.... So far 2day no one called me.....

Meet james and andrea to hav dinner at mei yuan b4 going for choir prac. After prac. went with fiona and veron to Macs cos veron hasn't eaten her dinner so we accompanied her there and chit chat lol. Oops forgot to buy my sis McChicken.... Sry.... After that, 3 of us went to veron's house downstairs to sing some songs n continue talking. Then suddenly they say i sound like jonas.... n im ok.... Dunno wad to say.... N they said i slang a lot when i sing. Hmm, i guess i hav to change cos slanging part causes me to not blend with e bass ppl :( But yet having having this voice if im forced to sing solo then at least slanging i won't sound THAT bad.... like lily allen, mariah, or like Didi Benami in American Idol etc. SO lets just see how, if i will be asked to sing solo during mass this week *fingers crossed* Peace out :D

Monday, March 8, 2010

7th March'10:

Met andrea 2day to go to suntec career booth to apply for part time job @ resort world. Hope i get it haha :) Uhm also applied for thai-express group, gelare cafe and build-a-bear factory. So just see how it goes.... who calls me 1st.... Haha then andrea went for her free makeover at e suntec atrium. That girl almost dragged me to get e free makeover too, but i dun wanna hav someone putting make-up on me while SO many people are looking.... N there r no guys participating e makover anw, although e pamplets says "all sexes and ages are welcome". Lol she got a "professional" photo taken by some photographer. Haha laughed at her thru'out e whole bus journey home cos she looks funny in make-up, like some cheena doll.

Hmm might be meeting andrea n veron 2moro at parkway to search for more jobs, hang out, and have dinner before combind choir prac. in church. Also have to confirm e venue for my birthday dinner. Sighs having congested chest now, its like a lot of "phlegm?" trapped inside or something. Anws, hope 2moro will be a good day :D Peace out!

Sunday, March 7, 2010

6th March' 10:

Long time didn't blog! This is my new blogskin so pls comment lol. Anws, exams just ended yesterday n marks e end of my first year in SP. Soo fast..... Somehow i know this semester im not going to do as well e previous semester so no high hopes on me ppl :( Will be content with gpa above 3.5??? idk....

Had usual choir prac. n mass 2day. After which, went to sin hoi sai with choir ppl. Then talked to veron for a while under her house abt me finding a job 2moro..... Talking abt that, im suppose to meet andrea 2moro to go suntec cos there's some career exhibition n i wanna apply for a job at resort world...... better not oversleep :/ Hmm seems like i have this sudden inferior complexity problem in e choir. Its like i feel i can't sing well, dun sound e norm. and pull e basses and choir down..... Breathing with chest voice is such a prob. .... Mel says " find your own voice" so i should try to do so then..... Sheesh suddenly feel so emo typing this and listening to Pink's "Dear Mr. President". Not a new song but so nice..... Love e lyrics:

Dear Mr. President

Come take a walk with me

Let's pretend we're just two people and You're not better than me

I'd like to ask you some questions if we can speak honestly

What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street

Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep

What do you feel when you look in the mirror

Are you proud

How do you sleep while the rest of us cry

How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye

How do you walk with your head held high

Can you even look me in the eye

And tell me why

Dear Mr. President

Were you a lonely boy (Were you a lonely boy)

Are you a lonely boy (Are you a lonely boy)

How can you say

No child is left behind

We're not dumb and we're not blind

They're all sitting in your cells

While you pay the road to hell

What kind of father would take his own daughter's rights away

And what kind of father might hate his own daughter if she were gay

I can only imagine what the first lady has to say

You've come a long way from whiskey and cocaine

How do you sleep while the rest of us cry

How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye

How do you walk with your head held high

Can you even look me in the eye

Let me tell you bout hard work

Minimum wage with a baby on the way

Let me tell you bout hard work

Rebuilding your house after the bombs took them away

Let me tell you bout hard work

Building a bed out of a cardboard box

Let me tell you bout hard work

Hard work

You don't know nothing bout hard work

Hard work

Oh How do you sleep at night

How do you walk with your head held high

Dear Mr. President

You'd never take a walk with me

Would you

Saturday, March 6, 2010

testing :)