28th March '10:
Had combined choir prac. 2day at 1.30pm. Sang for like at least 3 hrs...... Im like going to lose my voice soon. My inferiority complex wasn't hitting me that hard 2day so i guess thats good. At least not until now while im typing this blog entry. After prac. went with fiona, andrea, james, tobi, lis to KFC for dinner. Suddenly i really wished there was a guy in bass that i can talk to abt all my inferior complax stuff going on. I feel a little better telling my problems to andrea, fiona n veron, but they dun really get my point n how i feel cos they r not in my section. Can't blame them really. N to me james is not matured enough yet for me to tell him such stuff la. My besties like martin r not in G2 so can't really talk to them abt it. N iggy is in UK now, so honestly sometimes i really do feel v alone in the section. Aiya im getting kinda emotional now so i shall stop typing abt it. Luckily i hav 3 days to just chill n relax, not think abt it b4 singing for thursday's mass. Hmm shall go jogging 2moro n pack storeroom. Peace out :/
27th March '10:
Went for choir prac. n mass. Also went for confessions b4 mass 2day. Sighs my inferiority complex abt my voice is growing, esp with wad happened on Sat. (which i think only veron knows)..... Tot i alr gave up then 2day a "chance" came again but it was not to me. Felt kinda disappointed. Somehow im just not used to being the "lousier" one in things. Veron said to me something which made me think abt it differently, "You cannot be good in everything". So i just have to get used to it then. But i still think im being under-estimated. Guess much of it is my own ego problem. After prac. went with danica, bryan david, veron, fiona to Macs for supper n chit chate b4 going home. Suddenly fiona said my low notes r nice, just high notes r airy. Haha dunno y i felt "relieved" n really did brighten my "inferior" mood 2nite.
Anw, lets talk abt happier stuff now :) Lol my sis just gave me my bday present. It an AC house tee n 2 of their foolscap pads. Actually i liked e red house one but she bought me e yellow one. Nvm its still AC. Wa e foolscap pad i will like use just 1 pad a year in poly. Haha i also wanted their windbreaker but nvm la, i'll just be contented with wad she bought. Yay with these stuff im like so motivated to study n do well :) Looks like not only their badge will be helping me from now on. Looking forward for sch to start...... im so bored being e maid at home. Sobs :(
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