Jefferson

2011-04-23T00:50:00.001+08:00

23rd April 2011:

Hi Blog! Not sure if anyone is going to read this post cos havn't posted for sooo long alr. When i saw my blog message is " life - a never ending drama" somehow it related to the situation that i am in now.

Sch has been ok. But my cher asked me "what do u wanna do in ur life?" n i was silent. My classmates all had their goals in life, mostly related to tourism, but i just dunno wad i want. Was arranged to see the SP counsellor bcos of this. Im really afraid. I've worked so hard to get to where i am; Honour Roll tudent, SB Achiever, n getting a Dipl. with merit once i graduate. Will even be accepted to all local Unis. I am living in the dream my classmates are jealous of. But i never seem as happy as wad they perceive me to be. What if after seeing the counsellor, i finally know that i am not into this tourism shit? How am i gonna handle it? Will all my hard work go to waste?

I've been asking my frens wad should i do. I really appreciated their advice, but i can never say wad it feels like exactly to be in my shoes. After wad my cher said to me, whenever i attend lectures n stuff, i dun even know y i am here. I am really in a life crisis now. Feels like a wandering soul with no aims/goals.... maybe a little suicidal feel too....

I just wanna be rich, to get out of this life that i have now. Ppl say life is deeper than just being rich, but do they know how being poor can change this saying? I always wanted to be a fashion designer since i was a kid, but once my family's financial situation got worse, i knew i had to stop this dream as the fashion industry is so unpredictable n wad if i am not successful? I cannot let my parent live a comfortable life in they retiring age. Thats y i told myself to work hard n get a job that is stable n pays well. Thus, i chose to do business-tourism. from the start, i knew this is not what i wanted, but its wad i have to do in order to get out of the life im currently stuck in. Of course, how i feel so unappreciated in the family is also not helping rite now :(

Ha can't believe i just saw my last post saying that i wanna find out wad i wann do in life n look wad now? I'm still stuck in this mess. Need to decide now as it is very important in deciding which internship i wanna do. Hav been praying n praying to God to give me a sign on wad i should do. Not doubting Him, but till now no signs were given n im getting really worried. Being the only Catholic at home, my level of faith is dependent on myself n i hope that if till of the day no sign is given n i hav to decide/depend on myself, i will still know that He is there for me, n not become some Atheist.

Ok, after typing all this, i feel so much better :) But i do really hope to get out this stupid situation i am in now. Someone save me! Everyday i feel like i am sinking deeper n deeper in a vast lake of quick sand, a bottomless pool. How i wish i can just crawl under a rock n sleep forever....

2011-01-02T01:39:00.003+08:00

1st January 2011 (Sat.):

Hola! Lol hav not been blogging for the past 6 months so im so tired of blogging. But shall post an entry to a new year lol :)

Well, sch has been good.... Although i seem to start to get kinda lazy n complacent. Pls i hope it will not get worse :( Somehow feel like my NUS goal is getting further and further away. Still thinking if i should go US disneyworld for attachment this coming sept. Hope to make up my mind soon as interviews will start in feb-mar.

Hmm wad else..... Ok i fired my driving instructor (at last!). Lol many know that. Need to find a new one soon..... Although im quite tired of driving. Like seriously. Maybe im meant to be driven and not to drive lol. Choir... nothing much to say, just that i know too much abt lots of stuff lol. Argh!

Ok let me list down my new year resolutions:

Hmm do even better academically in sch
Get my driving license b4 my 19th birthday
Hope for "clique-peace"
To find out wad i really wanna do in my life.... cos i definitely know tourism is not my thing
Attend SNSD concert

Err ok basically thats it! Rite now can't think of anything else lol.... kk i gtg. Haha idk when i will blog again but yea. Happy new year people :)

Jefferjunior

2010-06-14T22:37:00.002+08:00

14 June 2010:

Long time didn't blog alr. Hmm kk MSTs just ended. TTP is fine....... FBM is screwed up, lost 16 marks cos of 1 stupid question. Heart pain.... IHRO i dun remember wad i wrote as my answers cos i rushed like mad seriously, so i dun think its a good thing..... FMAH cher told us our class got 6 As n 6 Bs, so i hope im in either one of that. Pls dun give me C, my heart cannot take it..... Law was kinda good i guess.

Hmm went jogging this evening..... Tots just ran thru my mind when i was jogging, like wad my life will be like in 10-20 years. Idk la, just hate holidays cos is always during holidays i have this kind of thinking..... Feel v lost, alone n stuff.

Im spending my days watching movies online...... prince of persia etc. Argh so boring..... Kk shall end here. Lol dunno wad to say alr. Ciao!

2010-05-23T01:06:00.002+08:00

22nd May 2010, Sat.:

Argh v long never blog alr. Busy busy busy..... Uhm recap wad went on these few weeks..... went to JB for immersion programme for a week..... Had projects...... lol ok forgot e rest alr. Oh ya, im having this fencing-bowling dilemma now........ want bowling but expensive n i told decided not go for e sch team trial so staying on in that cca i won't be getting much cca points.... Uhm fencing is like i dun really mind, but like now my fren who's suppose to go with me dun want alr so i'll be alone again so idk how..... argh.....

Anw, had usual saturday stuff 2day.... Oh ya, met andrea earlier at macs to book e basic theory test thing. Omg something happened n now i can't book.. Hav to go to e ubi place to "top up" my stored value in e driving sch acct. b4 i can book. So troublesome..... Thx to andrea.... Omg prac. suddenly im damn into e song "how beautiful". Omg so nice :) Hmm after prac. after mass tobi, fiona, veron, andrea, iggy n i went to starbucks. Chit chat b4 going home.

Omg MSTs coming soon.... Havn't study yet.... so screwed..... i think going to JB for a week really screwed up e timetable...... e lecturers didn't really go thru with us wad we left out. So i guess hav to catch up n learn e missing stuff by myself. Kk promise to study 2moro..... Shall lock myslelf at home and not go out :/

2010-04-19T21:11:00.002+08:00

19th Apr '10:

Yay start of sch! No more collecting dust at home alr lol. Woke up at like 8am, made breakfast, watched project runway season 7 online while waiting for sch to start. Left home at like 1.45pm. Took 76 to payar lebar mrt but taking train to dover. Hmm e law tutor was kind funny, but after half an hour of her talking im alr starting to look at my watch n like argh how long more then will end? I can foresee this module will be kinda dry n there will be lots of memorising to do..... So she ended class early n we stayed back to rehearse for our dance perf. for e immersion programme. Trained home with kymm (dropped at tiong) n also bumped in nicholas ng, ex-schmate. Did nothing much at home, just printed lecture notes for 2moro. Argh having spliting headache now.... n house no more panadol alr....... Hope can just sleep then 2moro will be fine.

2010-04-18T22:17:00.007+08:00

18th April '10:

Happy Birthday Gabby :)

Mum drove me to martin's house to return him his water bottle then mum n i had bar chor mee downstairs his house. Hmm went to visit grandaunt after that. Woo sch starts 2moro..... Totally looking forward to it...... n this sem. e modules n v theor-ish n not application type to i should do well. SHould...... Argh 2moro sch only 3-5pm.... Law tutorial. Omg i go sch come home is e same time is e time spent in sch 2moro la. Waste time :(

17th April '10:

Argh still sick :( Went to st pats 2day to help out scrabble competition. Got back my crumpler from martin. Went for choir prac. n mass after that. Then went for gabby's bday dinner. Shopped around parkway for a while b4 going home. Aarr reacher home then found out martin's water bottle was in my bag so 2moro hav to return to him. Slept ard 11pm...... Thats like damn early for me.

16th April '10:

Woke up 2day having slight fever.... flu too...... Sighs i think its cos we ran under e ran at bugis yesterday :( Felt sick..... Stayed at home e whole day, except for going out in e evening to deliver stuff for my mum. Hope i will be better 2moro. Took a panadol n slept....

15th April '10:

Sighs 2day immersion prog. n class outing only 8 ppl attended..... dun really know wad to say abt e rest..... i guess its just up to ur own conscience n effort in contribution.... So we confirmed e dance song which was "wavin' flag" by K'naan n david bisbal. Its e theme song for FIFA world cup this year. Really African-ish beat n i think we will do well. Haha idk y. So had KFC for lunch n went on with outing. We had a game of bowling. I scored 128.... omg so bad..... maybe cos never play so long alr :( Nvm i just found out sch bowling 3 games 5 bucks...... cheap cheap, so can go there train if im free. Then we had ice skating. Only 4 ppl ice-skated..... e rest totally ps-ed, but i shall no say anything. Hmm then we went to bugis to shop. Bought a long sleeved V neck tee. First V neck n long sleeve tee i had. Then we had dinner at some fairly atas restaurant (not thoses usual places i would eat with frens). E food was nice though. K went home n just slept.

2010-04-13T01:22:00.004+08:00

12th April '10:

Argh woke up at 9am to register for GEMs. Arms ached like hell cos of exercising yesterday. Got wad i wanted: personal selling. But e prob is my classmates who r suppose to be with me in that GEM, they couldn't get e slot. So i will be alone in e class. Not really sad cos i guess its time to make new frens :)

11th April '10:

Did dumbbell exercises at home. Went to jog at ECP in e afternoon/evening. Lol i just weighed myself, im like 47 kg now. Lost like 1-2kg.... I think its cos of e jogging n exercising. Went to choose wad GEM to register 2moro. Personal selling it shall be.

10th April '10:

Had haircut 2day. Went for pra.c n mass. Didn't go for prac. after mass. Went with family for dinner at parkway instead, cos its been a long time since we had dinner together. Thats all :)

9th April '10:

Help mum to deliver stuff to jurong 2day. Omg e journey to jurong was total hell! Traffic jam so e car keep on moving a bit then brake. Then my motion sickness got e better of me. Wanted to vomit alr but car got no plastic bag so i hold on. Went back east area like 9pm then had dinner with mum at siglap b4 picking sis from kembangan MRT. Msn martin to ask him wad he want cos he called me when i was on my way to jurong. Idk how e convo. led to me being pissed by wad he said so just went offline n watch tv n eat snacks.

I think my best fren changed a lot. Ever since he decided to be rational not emotional cos he feels taken advantaged of. But hey sometimes i feel like im been taken advantaged too :( I mean wateva u said abt me i changed, like becoming more pro-active in msn convo.s etc. Somehow nowadays u're just so nonchalant abt everything. Less emotional does not equal to no emotions. I want a best fren, not some cyborg. Argh u just changed. Not saying bye in msn convo.s. Telling me its normal that our msn convo.s r so dead n boring. Just not caring abt me, or anything. I really dun us to become like my ex-best frenship. I totally feel so helpless now....

2010-04-04T19:54:00.004+08:00

4th April '10 (Rainy Easter Sunday):

Lol overslept 2day n missed 11.15am mass with G2. Woke up at 12.30pm. So just went to Giant n bought Japanese cream stew paste, milk n chicken fillet. Used e potatoes n carrots i bought that day for e curry. I think im like addicted to being a maid at home alr....... E stew was ok, but i think i put too much milk, although i alr put lesser than wads instructed. Idk is it HL milk cannot be used to cook??? Went for mass with veron at 6pm and, lol it was chinese mass. Can't really understand e Homily...... Argh can't wait for school to start....

3rd April '10 (Easter Vigil mass :))

Freaking out at home cos idk wad to wear for e mass later :( Walking around the house for idk wad reason.... In e end wore e same outfit as Christmas mass, only e tie different. Cos of time constraint, i ran out of e house with shirt untucked, hair messy etc. So had to like adjust my attire while crossing e road n on e way to meet G2 ppl for dinner b4 prac. Totally unglam :( Hmm wad else..... oh omg i had to sit next to *nudge* for mass..... Almost died cos i could only hear myself sing n idk if im correct. E person next to me was damn "good" at creating his own parts la seriously. Mass was 3 hrs long i think , but surprisingly it seemed shorter than it was. Pics we took after mass:

2010-03-30T01:41:00.002+08:00

29th March '10, Tuesday:

Lol ok 2day overslept so didn't jog. But i did pack the house :) Took like a whole afternoon before taking e sweet nap after all e hardwork. Cooked Alfredo Pasta for myself for dinner. My sis says it tastes weird, but i think its just a bit too salty. Hmm looking at recipes n watching youtube demo now on how to make japanese curry. Wanna cook that 2moro for dinner for whole family, but i hav to do everything by myself cos they r all out in e afternoon. Hope i won't destroy or burn down the kitchen :/ Hmm 2moro hav to wake up early to deliver some stuff for my mum. Dun think i will run 2moro, but just do dumbbell exercises at home or something. N hav to carry on packing the house cos im not done yet. ¡Adios amigos!

2010-03-28T19:28:00.002+08:00

28th March '10:

Had combined choir prac. 2day at 1.30pm. Sang for like at least 3 hrs...... Im like going to lose my voice soon. My inferiority complex wasn't hitting me that hard 2day so i guess thats good. At least not until now while im typing this blog entry. After prac. went with fiona, andrea, james, tobi, lis to KFC for dinner. Suddenly i really wished there was a guy in bass that i can talk to abt all my inferior complax stuff going on. I feel a little better telling my problems to andrea, fiona n veron, but they dun really get my point n how i feel cos they r not in my section. Can't blame them really. N to me james is not matured enough yet for me to tell him such stuff la. My besties like martin r not in G2 so can't really talk to them abt it. N iggy is in UK now, so honestly sometimes i really do feel v alone in the section. Aiya im getting kinda emotional now so i shall stop typing abt it. Luckily i hav 3 days to just chill n relax, not think abt it b4 singing for thursday's mass. Hmm shall go jogging 2moro n pack storeroom. Peace out :/

27th March '10:

Went for choir prac. n mass. Also went for confessions b4 mass 2day. Sighs my inferiority complex abt my voice is growing, esp with wad happened on Sat. (which i think only veron knows)..... Tot i alr gave up then 2day a "chance" came again but it was not to me. Felt kinda disappointed. Somehow im just not used to being the "lousier" one in things. Veron said to me something which made me think abt it differently, "You cannot be good in everything". So i just have to get used to it then. But i still think im being under-estimated. Guess much of it is my own ego problem. After prac. went with danica, bryan david, veron, fiona to Macs for supper n chit chate b4 going home. Suddenly fiona said my low notes r nice, just high notes r airy. Haha dunno y i felt "relieved" n really did brighten my "inferior" mood 2nite.

Anw, lets talk abt happier stuff now :) Lol my sis just gave me my bday present. It an AC house tee n 2 of their foolscap pads. Actually i liked e red house one but she bought me e yellow one. Nvm its still AC. Wa e foolscap pad i will like use just 1 pad a year in poly. Haha i also wanted their windbreaker but nvm la, i'll just be contented with wad she bought. Yay with these stuff im like so motivated to study n do well :) Looks like not only their badge will be helping me from now on. Looking forward for sch to start...... im so bored being e maid at home. Sobs :(

2010-03-25T23:53:00.002+08:00

25th March'10:

K long time never blog alr. Uhm updates...... i decided not to get a job alr, partly cos my mum told me she dun allow me to work when sch reopens, so its hard to get someone to employ me for like 1 month or so. So rite now im e maid of e house. Hang, iron, keep clothes, buy groceries from NTUC etc. SO everyday i just look forward to watching e latest episodes of ANTM cycle 14, Desp. Housewives n Family Guy.

What else... oh got back exam results yesterday. Sem. GPA: 3.839, Cum. GPA: 3.85. Lol idk to put :) or :(. Well, at 1st i was happy cos i was better than i expected (hello this sem. got count accounting, how am i suppose to think i'll do well). But looking in detail of all e marks i got kinda disappointed...... PTH n Marketing i got B+, felt so shit seriously. Tot i confirm can get A for it. Then accounting idk how i got an A, suspect they mark wrong or something. Hmm IDEAS i got A too, shocking cos i tot e cher hated our group. CRS i got A but was disappointed cos i wanted e Dist. Rest was well, kinda expected??? Felt kinda sad my GPA dropped from last sem., while my classmates improved so yea. But it can't be changed anws, so i just look forward to do better in Year 2. The Best Is Yet To Be!!!

Went to driving sch with andrea 2day to register Basic Theory Test (private). Paid like 17 bucks for registration. Then went to buy e book n stuff, which was ard 10 bucks. E exam is in May but i havn't book e exact day yet cos idk my timetable yet :( Omg i saw a Japanese Spitz puppy at my house downstairs pet shop. SOO CUTE haha. Hmm 2moro going for Annabel's bday party at Tampiness. Im generally not e bday party kind of person, but still hope to hav fun. Peace Out :)

2010-03-13T00:35:00.004+08:00

12th March '10:

Omg didn't sleep e whole night :( Idk Y. Gave Donald wake up call at 5.30am and just facebook all e way till 7.30am b4 going back to St. Pats to help out e Sec 1s beach cleaning. Took 1E1, aka e Scholar Class, with donald and some others, and went to Changi Beach. Omg e form teacher is SOO strict, like seriously. I was charge of 10 boys n we went to pick up trash. When we were walking back, they saw e teacher & just auto line up in 1 neat line n walk behind me...... I was like shocked. A bit too "over". She was really particular in them lining up in 1 straight line, even sitting on e floor she requires them to be in upright posture. Geez.... If you r slow or did something wrong you hav to do 20 push-ups. Wa so far this IS e most disciplined class i've seen in St. Pats sia.

After which, went with donald to parkway Macs for lunch b4 heading home...... Dozed off immediately........ Woke up at 9pm and watched e 1st episode to ANTM cycle 14 on Youtube (at last its here!!!). Lol learnt for e show that Givenchy is pronounced as "Gee-Von-Chi". Its french, ppl.

11th March '10:

Happy Birthday to myself lol :)
Hmm met marcus, gabby, martin n jordan at bubble tea shop b4 heading for Astons at East Coast together. Donald n bryan were late but its ok. Lol when i reach Astons then i found out i forgot to bring my specs along so i rushed home to grab my specs n ran back to e restaurant. Had Prime Sirloin steak..... a bit to raw for me though, although its suppose to be medium-well alr. After which, we proceeded to McCafe n they got me a Oreo cheesecake n sang Happy Birthday. Hmm we went home pretty early, ard 9+pm. This weekend i will have b'day lunch/dinner with family n relatives i guess.

2010-03-10T01:04:00.004+08:00

9th March '10:

Zzzz boring.... no phone calls still for e jobs i applied for..... Did housework, did dumbbell exercises, n had Desperate Housewives season 6 marathon online lol. Still trying to catch up, 2 more episodes to go. Hmm plan to jog 2moro @ ECP. Haha dunno y but im having this exericsing thing going on since this morning. That should be a good thing :) Sms-ed all e "guests" for my upcoming b'day dinner. Yay ALL can go. Thats all i did 2day....

Jefferjunior's Birthday Dinner

Guests: martin, gabby, marcus, jordan, donald, bryan, min jie

When: 11th March 2010

Venue: Aston's @ East Coast Road

Time: 7pm

2010-03-09T00:44:00.004+08:00

8th March '10:

Woke up early 2day to do housework.... ironing n stuff. Suppose to go find job at parkway with veron n andrea but forget it, i'll just place my hopes on the jobs i applied @ suntec. Uhm suddenly i tot maybe i shouldn't get a job. Instead, i should stay at home and help my mum do housework. More meaningful and accomplishing lol. Hmm anw, lets just see how.... So far 2day no one called me.....

Meet james and andrea to hav dinner at mei yuan b4 going for choir prac. After prac. went with fiona and veron to Macs cos veron hasn't eaten her dinner so we accompanied her there and chit chat lol. Oops forgot to buy my sis McChicken.... Sry.... After that, 3 of us went to veron's house downstairs to sing some songs n continue talking. Then suddenly they say i sound like jonas.... n im ok.... Dunno wad to say.... N they said i slang a lot when i sing. Hmm, i guess i hav to change cos slanging part causes me to not blend with e bass ppl :( But yet having having this voice if im forced to sing solo then at least slanging i won't sound THAT bad.... like lily allen, mariah, or like Didi Benami in American Idol etc. SO lets just see how, if i will be asked to sing solo during mass this week *fingers crossed* Peace out :D

2010-03-08T03:17:00.002+08:00

7th March'10:

Met andrea 2day to go to suntec career booth to apply for part time job @ resort world. Hope i get it haha :) Uhm also applied for thai-express group, gelare cafe and build-a-bear factory. So just see how it goes.... who calls me 1st.... Haha then andrea went for her free makeover at e suntec atrium. That girl almost dragged me to get e free makeover too, but i dun wanna hav someone putting make-up on me while SO many people are looking.... N there r no guys participating e makover anw, although e pamplets says "all sexes and ages are welcome". Lol she got a "professional" photo taken by some photographer. Haha laughed at her thru'out e whole bus journey home cos she looks funny in make-up, like some cheena doll.

Hmm might be meeting andrea n veron 2moro at parkway to search for more jobs, hang out, and have dinner before combind choir prac. in church. Also have to confirm e venue for my birthday dinner. Sighs having congested chest now, its like a lot of "phlegm?" trapped inside or something. Anws, hope 2moro will be a good day :D Peace out!

2010-03-07T00:10:00.003+08:00

6th March' 10:

Long time didn't blog! This is my new blogskin so pls comment lol. Anws, exams just ended yesterday n marks e end of my first year in SP. Soo fast..... Somehow i know this semester im not going to do as well e previous semester so no high hopes on me ppl :( Will be content with gpa above 3.5??? idk....

Had usual choir prac. n mass 2day. After which, went to sin hoi sai with choir ppl. Then talked to veron for a while under her house abt me finding a job 2moro..... Talking abt that, im suppose to meet andrea 2moro to go suntec cos there's some career exhibition n i wanna apply for a job at resort world...... better not oversleep :/ Hmm seems like i have this sudden inferior complexity problem in e choir. Its like i feel i can't sing well, dun sound e norm. and pull e basses and choir down..... Breathing with chest voice is such a prob. .... Mel says " find your own voice" so i should try to do so then..... Sheesh suddenly feel so emo typing this and listening to Pink's "Dear Mr. President". Not a new song but so nice..... Love e lyrics:

Dear Mr. President

Come take a walk with me

Let's pretend we're just two people and You're not better than me

I'd like to ask you some questions if we can speak honestly

What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street

Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep

What do you feel when you look in the mirror

Are you proud

How do you sleep while the rest of us cry

How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye

How do you walk with your head held high

Can you even look me in the eye

And tell me why

Dear Mr. President

Were you a lonely boy (Were you a lonely boy)

Are you a lonely boy (Are you a lonely boy)

How can you say

No child is left behind

We're not dumb and we're not blind

They're all sitting in your cells

While you pay the road to hell

What kind of father would take his own daughter's rights away

And what kind of father might hate his own daughter if she were gay

I can only imagine what the first lady has to say

You've come a long way from whiskey and cocaine

How do you sleep while the rest of us cry

How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye

How do you walk with your head held high

Can you even look me in the eye

Let me tell you bout hard work

Minimum wage with a baby on the way

Let me tell you bout hard work

Rebuilding your house after the bombs took them away

Let me tell you bout hard work

Building a bed out of a cardboard box

Let me tell you bout hard work

Hard work

You don't know nothing bout hard work

Hard work

Oh How do you sleep at night

How do you walk with your head held high

Dear Mr. President

You'd never take a walk with me

Would you

2010-03-06T15:06:00.000+08:00

testing :)

2009-12-23T00:33:00.002+08:00

21st Dec 09:

Met martin at 12pm ard his house area to eat before leaving for whitesands to buy stuff and go to e chalet @ Aloha Loyang. Haha i really liked e bungalow a lot :) Wished it was my house lol. Met quite a lot of people that i havn't seen for a long time, like bryan lee, jordan etc. Kudos to marcus for buying that "unique" brithday cake haha. It was really fun and memorable, and i think all of us enjoyed ourselves during e time spent in e chalet. Martin will be entering Ns in less than a month :( Hope he will continue to mature and grow as he embarks on his next stage of life. All e best!

2009-12-18T23:41:00.012+08:00

18th Dec 2009:
Happy Birthday Mummy :)

Uhm lol long time didn't blog. K i just came back from G2 camp.... had fun there, n made frens with e older ones. Omg pls dun post e skit on youtube........ haha. Feeling quite bad now cos i received affirmations from some ppl that i didn't write to :(

Hmm celebrated my mum's bday at some restaurant @ ECP with family.....
Anw, im kinda enjoying this 3 week holidays although im like anticipating sch to start. Dunno y. Sobs martin is entering NS in less than a month to i hope during his chalet i can spend time with him as much as possible. Oh some pics that "sugarbabes n marcus" clique took during our 'tour around singapore' shopping outing lol:

2009-11-05T00:12:00.003+08:00

4th Nov. 2009 (rainy day):

Went to sch earlier to check if my name is really on the Honour Rolls board cos last night gabby tsmsed me that my name is there. It IS there. Was srprised cos i tot e thing is every year and not every semester. Things then happened real quick as i received Honour Rolls cert. from mr. straughn b4 stats. lecture.... was kinda happy but yet pressurised cos i want to maintain or do even better than last sem. My life motto is "The Best Is Yet To Be" k.... Had music appreciation GEMs after sch and surprisely i knew how to play e keyboard using e notes provided. I think its cos i've learned on reading notes during cello prac. Hmm hav this sudden tot of learning cello from outside, then my time schedule will be more flexible : 2moro will be a long, long day...... 8am to 5pm.........

2009-11-02T09:41:00.004+08:00

2nd Nov 2009:

Its 9.42am now n im in sch preparing for spss test later, was here since 8.30am...... hav to meet for PTH project at 10am. Ouch having stomachache now but can't go cos i need to wait for e group memebers to come and help me take care of my stuff b4 going. There's strings subcom meeting later so can't go for all souls day mass @ st teresa's church with choir ppl :( Anws, hope 2day will be a great day!

31st Oct 2009 (sat - rainy evening/night):

Happy 26th Birthday G2 choir :)
Had usual sat. routine again. After mass, our choir celebrated by going to joo chiat bat kut teh for dinner. Went home after that cos our clique decide to go home n meet up in garena online to play dota lol. Then dun hav to pay n go lan. Oh my bike got stolen..... it was parked outisde my house then some ass went to cut e string n took e bike...... nvm, anw he must be damn blind to steal my bike cos its so heavy n its not working smoothly, so ya. Wad a way to console myself lol. Need to get a new bike soon :/ N next week i think hav to cut hair....... damn long alr..... its poking my eye, pain pain.

2009-10-25T01:36:00.004+08:00

24th October 2009 (saturday-v hot day):

Woke up, did pacc tutorial 1 hw n watched e latest episode of antm. Hope jennifer wins :) then she will be e 1st asian antm winner! Then its e usual sat. thing again, choir prac.,mass..... went to 5 star chicken rice with e choir ppl after that n headed home.... didn't join them to go lan shop for dota game cos i was really tired. Hmm SMS-ed e class to go buy e OM notes themselves cos we need it on monday 1st lesson then got no time to collect $ n buy for them. Feel kinda bad abt it :( Oh well.... hope they recieve my SMS n go sch earlier to buy. N my phone is in its last days...... going to pass away soon..... It "fainted" so many times alr sobs :(

2009-10-23T23:54:00.003+08:00

23rd October 2009 (Friday):

Had only an hour of school 2day from 12-1pm. Wanted to go sch earlier to do pacc tutorial hw but overslept :( im still blaming myself over it..... Cos this week i received my pacc test result which is not covered in last sem's GPA n i only got 68..... Calculated n to get an A for pacc for this sem's GPA i need to get like around 84 marks. So must really buck up! After sch went to bugis with mum n grandma for lunch n shop at bugis street. Bought 1 white tee n 1 black shorts. Still looking for a nice checkered shirt...... Hmm these days i've been playing dota quite often so must cut down alr cos dota is v addictive...... Need to really set my goals straight n aim for it, cos right because of this setback in pacc im feeling really "lost"..... Jia you :)

2009-10-19T23:16:00.005+08:00

2days e 1st day of sch for sem 2! Had OM lecture, IDEAs thing n stats tutorial.... sad stats tutor is no more mr straughen :( Just found out there will be ICAs in week 3 so im kinda worried, esp. for IDEAs, cos idk wth im doing in e Zbrush application thing.... can't they just give me a real mould? It will be so much easier! Had a 1 hr break after class n b4 CCA. Went to main library n use laptop to play cafe world while talking to martin on e phone. N e guy next to me was snoring so loud! damn unglam. Was surprised martin couldn't hear it over e phone. I even put e phone near e guy's mouth so he could hear it.... Had cello prac. from 6-7pm..... after that chiong home to complete my job for e project that our group met up earlier for this morning, so that i can hav more time to figue out how to use e Zbrush thing.....

Yay 2moro sch starts at 1pm! Can wake up late. sch ends at 6pm every tuesday n my spanish class starts at 5.30pm..... asked e clerk but she say can't change so i guess this sem. i have to always miss half an hour of spanish then. Sobs :(

2009-10-18T23:37:00.003+08:00

18th October 2009 (Sunday):

Day b4 sch starts..... Stayed all day at home :/ Cello prac. is now every monday from 6 to 7pm..... Haha watching e movie "Letters of Iwo Jima" rite now on Okto channel :) Ok gtg sleep. Hope this sem. i will do as well or even better! Jia you!
**Record: this is my shortest post ever....**

2009-10-18T01:01:00.004+08:00

17th October 2009:

Omg i woke up at 7am...... n last night i slept at 2.30am.... so its like 4.5 hrs of sleep :( For once i had breakfast cos usually by e time i wake up its ard lunch time alr haha. Did nothin' much besides racing to gain levels asap in cafe world on fb.... Went for choir prac., mass, n choir prac. after mass..... Sobs for prac. after mass i got tricked by darren leong n had to do opening prayer. SO embarrassing! But i think i broke record by saying e shortest opening prayer ever. "Dear Lord, thx for bringing us all here 2day. Hope this session will be fruitful. Amen." haha. After that, iggy, andrea, fiona, annabelle, veron, tobi n i went to starbucks @ parkway to relax...... oh ya they are having this promotion.... buy 2 get 1 free...... so my grande caramel frappuccino which was $6.50 only cost $4.30....... yay saved ard 2 bucks :) not sure if this promo applies to all outlets or only this one. (eh sugababes clique, this promo is just nice for us lol)

Printed out timetable 2day. Arranged to meet miao, zw, lester, wanjing, herl for project @ 10.30am cos sch starts at 12 noon every monday. Argh hope more ppl will add me on fb... i hav 297 frens now, n i can't wait to hit 300...... despo max. Hmm 2moro there's nothin' to do.... will stay at home. Sad poly sch opens just when sec sch n JC ppl start their holidays..... jealous......

2009-10-17T00:34:00.005+08:00

16th October 2009:

"2nd day of sprained neck :("
did nothing much 2day besides fb-ing 2day. Suppose to go for ryan bday dinner but cos of sprain neck so can't..... Martin is down with fever too. Hope both of us will get better real soon :) Spoke to bryan lee on msn 2day! It's like after dunno how long..... haha our convo. is e typical "when mariah fan meets madonna fan" kinda thing..... we exchanged 1mariah song n 1 madonna song n many youtube links lol. Oh ya, i forgot to blog abt watching this really nice movie called "the city of life and death" or "南京!南京!". Its a pretty new "black n white" movie abt the nanjing massecre.... Its really sad film :( but yet its really captivating and i was really drawn into it. E cast in e film all acted really watch. Its a must-watch if you r fan of such shows. 5 popcorns!

15th October 2009:

Woke up 2day with this really bad sprain neck:( Dunno y..... Went for cello prac. in e afternoon. E sprain got worse cos when i carried e cello out of e room it was pressing against my neck while i grabbed a chair on my hand..... came home n put this plaster thing. Hope it helps cos it really hurts like hell..... anw, found a nice song again 2day.... Black eyed peas "meet me halfway".....

"....Can you meet me halfway, right at the borderline. That's where I'm gonna wait for you...."

2009-10-15T01:24:00.008+08:00

14th October 2009:

Did nothin' much 2day actually. Went to Grandma's house @ Bayshore 2day for lunch, and fb-ed downstairs at e lounge area while waiting for my sis to finish her tuition. As usual im inside e strings mass convo. again....... its like a daily thing...... but at last i spoke like 5-10 sentences in e whole convo. lol..... not sure if it helps although at e start i was still tao-ed........ shall see how 2moro when i meet them 2moro for cello prac.

Sad i can't download sugababes new song "about a girl"..... damn sad :( But surprisely im ok with e new member jade, although i still miss Keisha.... I think need to wait for their new album to be released ard 8th nov. before im able to download it. Also, just confirm with my mum that i will be going with her to e Vienna boys concert on either e 7th of 8th of nov. @ Esplanade.....

My posts r getting really dry these days cos there's really nothin' to blog about.... need to wait for sch to start next mon.:)

That's Sugababes with e new member Jade Ewen (on e right)

2009-10-13T00:44:00.004+08:00

12th October 2009:

Woke up at 8am 2day to prepare for GEM register....... it was 1 min b4 9am i was alr inside SAS waiting with zi lol....... can u believing e backpacking module got taken up in just 2-3 mins??? crazy ppl...... then i had no space.... so signed up for msic appreciation module on wednesdays...... herlina,deanna and wanjing is in e same module and day with me. At least im not alone :)

Can't wait for next week.... sch reopens........ Geez i really need a boring cycle of life in order not to stay bored....... Its like this holidays its all about using the net...... catching latest episodes of bleach anime, america's next top model, family guy, desperates housewives........Oh ya, im really happy e ulcer/inflammation thing in my throat in subsiding real fast! N i found another nice mariah song, "ribbon", from her new album........

"....I got your lovin' on my mind. You got me wrapped up, packed up,Ribbon with a bow on it...."

2009-10-12T01:15:00.007+08:00

11th October 2009:

Didn't nothing much today besides playing cafe world n icy towers on fb. Confirmed GEM i wanted to take.... backpacking...... Argh hav to register 2moro, n my timeslot is 9am! So early! I think after registering i will go back to sleep :) Donald asked me whether im going for ryan bday thing this friday but i told him i wasn't invited. Then he go n ask ryan n ryan said ok...... but i still feel kinda weird.... "uninvited"....... so idk whether i should go....... zzz........ Listening to "H.A.T.E.U." by mariah from her new album...... uber nice.......

"...... We went round for round til' we knocked love out. We were laying in the ring, not making a sound, and if that's a metaphor of you and I, why is it so hard to say goodbye....."

2009-10-08T23:41:00.003+08:00

OK v long never blog alr........ Err i think i will just briefly say wad happened....... uhm came back from cruise trip (fb has pics, so im not uploading it here :)), celebrated mooncake festival with martin n sailormoon ppl @ his house downstairs..... Had class bbq outing, really fun!

Hmm 2day i was added to this strings subcom mass convo.... had a really bad time cos idk wad they were talking abt n when i asked them they tao-ed me...... i didn't even know there's a cello outing!!! My mind of quitting subcom (not strings itself) has just got stronger.... dunno y but it seems like i just can't go to their level of thinking.... some things i just dun find it hilarious liek they do.... whose fault is it anw? Now as im blogging i can still see e orange blinking light of e mass covo., but shall ignore it.... hope God will give me some "sign" or hint to wad i should do... Shall leave it all to His hands then. Still remembered when i wanted to join strings martin said its a bad choice...... looks like he's right........

Am really bored..... everyday just go to fb n farm...... its getting kinda boring....... hope sch will reopen soon...... suddenly i miss studying :( 12th hav to choose e GEMs...... i wanted "know ur rights", its abt law but no one i know wants it, so i think i will go for "backpacking" instead.
Did this fb quiz just now on wad r others 1st impression of me. It says "Though you may not really be annoying, people might see you as such. You like to focus when you socialize, and that might seem a bit elitist when other people ...are trying to get to know you--there isn't a problem here, but some people are too easy to displease." Huh "Elitist"..... havn't been called that for a long, long time.....

2009-09-23T23:33:00.003+08:00

Received exam results 2day.... GPA 3.868.... 3 As, 1 A dist., 1 B+..... Hmm kinda happy. Haha. Did nothing much 2day. Meet martin downstairs my house for a while because his date was late. Went to buy bubble tea with him. Omg i was so underdressed.... Hmm im playing farmtown on fb again cos im really bored... So i spent e whole day "farming".

I think the only problem i had 2day was when the sch emailed me abt joining e diploma plus prog.. I think i dun really wanna join cos there isn't any module that interests me a lot, its just the extra cert. that attracts me to join. Hmm.... hav to reply by this sat. But anw, im 70% sure im not joining.

Still havn't pack my bag yet for sunday's cruise trip. Cos in e 1st place, i dun even know whether i should bring lugagge or bag??? Argh so vexing.... Bought all e toiletries though.... Oh no, i forgot to call e chalet to check if there r available chalets for class outing...... Ok better call 2moro....

2009-09-21T00:50:00.003+08:00

Can't sleep!!!!!!!

SO much things going through my mind right now..... CCA... class gathering.... to problems yet to be settled..... sighs called martin just now to help with my problem but it sort of backfired....... sry martin..... Everything seems to be not in my favour at all... and my head hurts......

Listening to the movie 'departures' cello OST now..... emo-ing...... dunno wad to do..... Have to go to sch 2moro for strings sub-com meeting. Feel like quitting e sub-com alr cos i had a bad start to begin with (skank). ArgH!!! Exam results will be out this wednesday.... hmm anxious to know.

Just made up my mind not to go for e christmas choir thing @ st pats this year...... Dun really want things to be even more awkward, n i had alr given up. Sighs i do really have a lot of problems.........

Maybe during e cruise trip i should never come back..... Can escape from everything!!!!!!!

2009-09-17T23:05:00.006+08:00

Just came back from camp!!!!!!!! It was really fun and i made lots of new frens...... didn't regret going at all. I think e best part was when they played SNSD's tell me your wish live performance b4 e movie screening in e LT!

Mmm I can foresee that I will be so bored during this holidays...... Everday just Facebook n go youtube....... Just began reading this book called "girl with e pearl earring". Hmm not bad....

Hope to meet martin n gabby 2moro for lunch. V long never see them alr......

2009-09-10T23:11:00.013+08:00

Had strings sub-com meeting b4 cello prac. 2day........ yay managed to play e C major stuff! Anw, this weekend its time for haircut again..... argh hate this part when i have to think of wad style i wanna have. The previous one was a total disaster n i hope this time round it will be good. *fingers crossed* Yesterday i saw this music video featuring amelle of sugarbabes n i saw her hair (below) that was half shaved..... i found it really cool n im trying to get e "guys version" of it......

(Amelle Berrabah of Sugarbabes...)

Crazy yea??? Didn't expect myself to go crazy over this hairstyle lol. Anyone has any pic of guys version of this........ omg i need it this weekend la! But if seriously i can't find e guys version of this then maybe i'll try this:

Yea i know its So diff. form e other one, but its looks not bad............

Hmm 2moro im meeting choir clique for lunch @ pp...... Sighs this holidays is so boring...... Hate camps............ esp. e one next week...........

2009-08-19T19:02:00.003+08:00

Its been a long, long time since my last post..........

Anw, next week is the start of Sem 2 MST and i already have a bad feeling abt it..... dunno y. Maybe its cos i think i won't be able to revise all the topics before the actual exam itself. Or its cos i just got back my GGT project marks and was really disappointed in it....... Woke up rather early 2day to go to the library to study by myself. Was quite good as i managed to revice thorugh a lot and finish some papers....... Stayed there for abt 4.5hrs before going home at around 3pm. Hmm i just woke up from my nap and will continue to mug in 15 mins time.....

Good luck to everyone for their exams! :)

2009-07-07T00:06:00.012+08:00

6th July 2009:

Happy Birthday Min Jie!

2day is e 1st official school day of sem. 1 term 2.... I was actually looking forward to getting my MST reults back 2day but e lecturers hav not finished marking them yet... sighs. Hmm hope 2moro i will get some results back. Oh ya, i had cello too 2day.... omg 1st time i started to bow... yay no more plucking!!!!!!! Actually i begged e senior to start to teach me to bow. So she gave me this plucking "test" and thank God i passed. If not, i think i will still be stuck at plucking. Haha when i moved e bow against e string and sound produced... omg that feeling was so 'shiok'... can't describe it with words... u must try it yourself..... Hmm looking forward to next week prac. man!!!

5th July 2009:

Celebrated Min Jie bithday party @ suntec. Had lunch with him, martin n nick. chin. We then shopped around suntec n citylink b4 sendign min jie n chin to e mrt. After they left, martin n i went around to search for a bday present for him.... Eventually we found something nice.. we bought it n now its with me.... im suppose to wrap it up nicely b4 giving it back to martin n he will give it to someone else to give to min jie in sch. Wad a long chain of passing! Anw, below are some pics taken @ suntec:

Martin & me :)

Min Jie, e bday boy!

Eh, how do i rotate this pic back???
Oh, n e guy in red is nick chin!

1st time being a camwhore.....

Long day.......

2009-07-05T00:50:00.005+08:00

4th July 2009:

Woke up at 8am 2day! argh so early... Went to church @ 9am to sing for wedding mass.... it was interesting as e bridegroom was caucasian n e bride was indian... kinda weird combo but yea. After that, i went to St Pats with some choir ppl to join in e carnival... spent abt an hour there b4 heading back to church to sing for another weddign mass.... n this time is was a 'combo' again, indian bridegroom n chinese bride..... We then had lunch at around 3.30pm... b4 going to church ( i know its e 3rd time going back there 2day but no choice...) for norm. sat. mass...... after choir prac. after mass, we went to BK @ ECP to have dinner b4 going home.... 2moro im meeting martin n nick chin to celebrate min jie's bday @ suntec city. Sighs next week will get back MST results. I'm having mixed feelings abt it lol. N now im so addicted to e song " touch my hand" by david archuleta after hearing it on e radio in 7-11 2day. Haha.

2009-06-14T00:33:00.009+08:00

13th June 09:

Woke up early 2day n went cycling with james, tobi, veron n fiona. We cycled from marine cove to changi n back. We then had lunch together at some foodcourt near NTUC. Was damn tired when i came home..... played a game of red alert 3 n went to nap.... when i woke up it was 4.40pm!!!! argh im late for choir prac. b4 mass!!! rush like mad to church.... After choir prac. after mass, i didn't go out with e choir ppl... just went to james's house n borrow his house t-shirt to wear 2moro for e choir "olympics" thing, together with my adidas split shorts....

Argh this whole week i practically hav stuff on and can't study much for MST...

2moro: choir olympics (whole day)

mon : cello sectional practice

tue : sing for wedding@ church

wed : meet for ITB project with hazel, deanna and XT in sch

thurs: meet for GGT project with el, Zi, KW n paul in sch....

Pics taken during cycling this morning.....

2009-06-09T23:09:00.003+08:00

Met martin and gabby 2day. We had lunch at roxy ban mian b4 going to orchard. We window-shopped around wisma, takashimaya, heeren, plaza sing etc. Suppose to meeet mitchell too in town but idk wad happen..... Anw, I saw 1 bleach grey jeans at Esprit that i was looking for for long time. It cost $65 after 50% discount! But i didn't buy it cos my mum says its not really a need, n she will bring me to British India to shop 2moro. Hope I can find something nice there! Uhm e 3 of us had dinner at macs @ plaza sing. n played truth or dare... haha i think im addicted to that game alr. we then went home by train. Argh had a long day of walking n my legs hurts like hell. I think i hav to take pics n post them on my blog... it looks boring now..... Oh ya im having a sudden fab. for guzheng... dunno y so random. Uhm 2moro is wednesday and as planned I hav to start studying for MST alr. Good luck to myself!!!

2009-06-07T01:31:00.005+08:00

6th June 2009:

It's a LONG time since i last posted....... Anw, i had choir prac. n mass 2day (the usual saturday stuff). After choir prac., we went to Macs at east coast park to hang out. I ordered fries and coke to share with veron, andrea n fiona. Then 4 of us played "truth or dare" using my bottle to spin. We left and headed home at around 11.15pm.... Day ended...
Hmm... what hav i been doing and wad i will be doing soon: uhm going to study for MST soon, n im searching for NEW hairstyle rite now... googling around to find. Uhm i found out haristyle which i quite like ( below this post). I hope ppl who r reading can recommend me some nice hairstyle. I'm looking for a hairstyle that does not need to style with wax etc., n i want to try having bangs, but not those really straight ones. I kinda bored of side slides alr..... Thx! Eeks wad else.. oh ya, on friday eleanor told me that from SP the GPA cut off point to go to NUS is like 3.85!!! Sobs... im kinda lost and emo after hearing it. My dream is sort of dashed. I mean 3.85, thats like uber hard to get!!! But of course i will try my best....

( i dun know who is he...)

2009-04-23T10:10:00.001+08:00

Here's a picture of my new class.......

2009-04-21T13:42:00.003+08:00

21st April 2009:

2nd day of sch. Had a 3 hour writing n presentations skills tutorial. The lecturer was v funny n 3hrs went by quickly. Enjoyed e tutorial v much. Then, i went with some classmates to hav lunch. Ate wanton noodles, and then i went to collect my new Ez-link card from the auditorium. Then we had Geog. lecture. Although proper lessons hasn't started, but i knew that this module is going to be interesting n fun. After the lecture, i went to the bookshop to collect e stat. notes with eleanor, chu wei n some others. We then quickly rushed off for our IT on business tutorial..... Same as yesterday, he taught us how to use the mail things... our class got so bored that we had this mass msn conf. convo. among all our classmates.... it was so funny. haha!!! Our last lecture was economics lecture.... The lecturer, who will also be our econs tutor, had quite a boring 1 tone voice, but i could still take it.... some ppl were sleeping during e lecture though....
After sch ended, i went to dover MRT to get my concession done. wad a long day!!!! luckily 2moro sch starts at 11am..... can sleep longer.. yay!!!

20th April 2009:

1st day of sch starts!!! Had ITB lesson 1st..... it was kinda boring cos he just taught us how to use msn live, inbox n outbox stuff. Then we had statistics tutorial..... 1st time we meet our personal tutor (form teacher), mr straughan. Although we have not started statstics lessons yet, but looking at e com. software given to us for the module, i can forsee that this module is going to be tough. After last lesson, i notified e class give give me $14.65 ech for e stat. notes i ordered for them. Need to collect it by 2moro.... After sch, i had to wait for e band thing. Eleanor n Zi accompanied me for a while. Thx guys. Then, i met gabby for dinner at foodcourt 3. Halfway through my dinner, e band president then smsed that they do not accept non-band experience ppl... i got kinda pissed, cos last night he said i could still go for e prac. although i dun hav band experience. However, at that time i was so tired, so i think abt anything n just went home with gabby. Once i reached home, i immediately went to sleep.... n woke up at 10.30pm. Argh 2moro will be a long day......

2009-04-18T23:20:00.003+08:00

18th April 2009:

Happy Birthday Gabriel!!!!
Had mass 2day..... dunno y but our choir sounded v 'off' 2day...... its just not happening..... After mass, i went to get Father Patrick to bless my cross necklace that i bought yesterday. I didn't stay back for prac. cos i went for dinner with my family at siglap. I've started to interact with my new clasmates on msn. Guess i hav to learn to be more sociable.... Kinda looking forward to go sch on monday, cos im so bored during weekends.... go to church n nothing else. 2moro i dun think i'm going to sing with the choir for the legion mass thing. Not feeling that well..... Oh ya, during mass, i prayed for the moth i killed last night. Some ppl say moths hav 'souls'... n this morning i couldn't find its corpse on where i killed it... freaky. Hope the moth won't haunt me or cause my bad luck. Omg i seem so supersticious.... im usually not like that. Haha.

2009-04-16T23:36:00.003+08:00

16th April 2009:

Last day of orientation. All year 1s had flag day. Went to sch at 7am.... omg so early..... After e opening ceremony, my class was split into 3 n my group went to city hall. Upon arriving, we further divided ourslves, n soon after, i found myself at bugis junction n my new classmate, hazel. We spent a few hours collecting money, mostly from the working ppl. I collected a total of $31.65.... quite an accomplishment for me. Our group then had macs for lunch..... only some of us ate. We then went back to SP n were dismissed from there. I then met zhou han to check out the 3rd language thing. I want to learn spanish but there is only 1 day to choose from (tuesday 5.30pm-7.30pm). So i made my way to the student & alumni affairs office to check e CCAs that i want to join (symphonic band or string ensemble) to see if it clashes with the Spanish class. After that, zhou han n i met jordan at the MRT station to go home together. Overall, i made quite a lot of frens 2day, like miao hua, siti n faridah. i also got to know some others better. Also, i found out that Faith, my classmate, had to be transferred to another class because of admin. problems. Wad a pity..... he was one of my 1st few frens i made in class. And now our class has only 6 guys left, with 16 girls..... hope we. the guys, will not get ostracised.....

2009-04-14T21:58:00.002+08:00

14th April 2009
2nd day @ SP :

Went to sch by MRT again, with jordan n zhou han. We had e principal n director's talk b4 having lunch n then going for station games....... 2day i got to know more girls in my class..... hazel, eleanor etc. I enjoyed the games! so fun! Argh, 2moro is just lectures.... so will be so boring..... Better bring jacket cos it will be v cold. Oh ya, after e orientation, i went to check the 3rd language courses..... the Spanish course that i wanted was every tuesday at 5.30pm till 7.30pm.... still thinking abt whethere i should join.....

13h April 2009
1st day @ SP :

Orientation week starts! 2day is the 1st day. I took MRT from payar lebar with jordan to go to SP. Once at SP, i proceeded to business sch to report.... that was my 1st time seeing my new classmates..... there are 16 girls n 7 guys (including me).... omg girl's domination! Uhm we 1st had SPICE comp. training thing for e admin stuff. i feel so retarded cos idk wad was going on during e computer training. Then we had lunch at one of the foocourts, followed by ice breakers..... made quite a lot fo frens (mostly guys) 2day. Finished at around 3 pm.... Then i went to n sleep immediately... omg so tired.....

2009-04-10T01:35:00.002+08:00

9th April 2009 (4 days till sch starts):

Wad a long day 2day.....Had dinner with martin n matt. han 2day at Parkway foodcourt. Only i ate (duck rice), while both of them just look at me having my meal. Oh ya, congratz to martin for getting A for his PW!!!! We sat there n talk for a while b4 martin n matt. han left to go to suntec city, while i went to church. Sang for holy thursday mass. It was quite alright i guess..... besides the guys missing singing out a part of Kyrie. During the mass, chris was like "louder, louder" n i ended up shouting instead of singing. After that, we proceeded to e choir room for some 'light food' n practice for Lenten Vigil. Omg, is it a coincidence or wad? The 'light food' they provided had some of my most hated things in it. I almost fainted in the choir room. Mayo on the bread, n banana in the yoghurt. Yucks i hate mayo. n banana.... so i had no choice but to go to Polar to grab a chick. puff to eat. At around 10.30pm, we went down to e chapel to sing for Lenten Vigil. Uhm most lights in the chapel were off so it was kinda cool. The ambience n atmosphere was uber calm n spiritual... so singing with emotions was np. Enjoyed it. It ended around 11.45pm. After that i walked home with veron, cos we live nearby. 2moro i hav to sing for Good Friday mass n Sat. hav to sing for Easter Vigil. Hope i remember my parts.Oh i think for Easter Vigil i'm wearing my grad. nite clothes... cos they say 'dress ur best'.....

2009-04-01T03:42:00.006+08:00

Right now......:

Geez its almost 4am in the morning n i can't sleep. Could it be bcos of the heavy supper that i had, or the coffee i drank just now? I think its bcos im thinking too much...... abt poly starting soon n wad will i expect there, abt if i made the right choice to go to poly instead of JC ( i know its too late to regret but yea). My decision of going to poly instead of JC seemed to hav caused me to lose a strong friendship i had with someone. We seldom see each other these days, we no longer hav long conversations on the phone like we used to, we dun hav say hi when we're on MSN. I tried to salvage this friendship but its doesn't seem to help. Even when i see him, its just so awkward that i feel like leaving immediately. I once asked him abt it, but he said he's ok with ppl going to poly. But wad abt his "best" fren going to poly? Its just different. Our "perfect" friendship suddenly seem to hav 'evaporated'. I guess rite now he has alr moved on with life, so i''ll guess i'll do so too. Listening to Mariah's 'hero' and 'butterfly' right now....... Poly is starting in 2 weeks time, dunno y but i dun hav a good feeling abt it...... whether if i can socialise well there, and whether i can reach my goal of going to NUS business sch after SP. I think after this post i will start counting down to the start of poly life. Dunno y but i feel so emo now..... I also thinking abt wad happend to andrea.....

31st March 2009:

Did nothing much 2day. At night, iggy MSNed me abt andrea. He said she's feeling sad n he's worried cos he can't seem to reach her. Then it dawned upon me that she wasn't online the whole day 2day, which is so unusual. So i immediately called her HP to see wad happen. She sounded like she just cried or something. I asked her wad happen but she was rather tight-lipped abt it n just said she was ok. I decided not to probe further n just told her to take care. Hope she's fine. I think i will call her 2moro. Anw, i will see her during this thursday's combined choir prac., so ya.

30th March 2009:

Went to VivoCity with my mum n sister after picking her from sch. Ate lunch there n shopped for while. I bought a pair a jeans to wear to SP. Wanted to buy a pair of black converse shoes too, cos its comfortable n lasting.... SP is soo big, so i need a comfortable pair of shoes to move around. But my mum said that we r going to queensway shopping centre on sunday so i can buy from there n its cheaper. Looking forward to sunday then! Went for penitential sevice with andrea at night at holy fam. church. The priest, whom i do not know which church he's from, misheard my confession.... i said sometimes i dread to go to church, but he heard it as i dun go to church... so he lectured me for 5 mins on not going to church. Hilarious yet embarrassing..... After that, veron, andrea n i went to MOS burger for dinner.... sat there n talk till 10+pm b4 going to Macs to buy supper for my sis n head home. Wad a long day!

2009-03-29T00:38:00.004+08:00

26th March 2009:

Went back to SPS 2day with martin, gabby & kai to help out the confessions thingy. It was kinda terrible.... some classes were so uncooperative.... i even had to shout at 1 sec 1 boy who kept on pulling the hall door when i'm about to close it..... Martin also had e same thing but he just let go of the door & the sec 1 boy got hit by it..... haha. After that kai went for work and martin went back to school... so gabby n i went to parkway Macs for lunch while waiting for martin to finish sch n meet us at parkway parade with KP. While waiting for them, gabby n i went to parkway to shop. I saw a pair of straight cut jeans at Giordano..... so i went to try it. Liked it v much.... it was my 1st time trying on skinny jeans. Ironically, its actually kinda comfortable. However, when i gave e jeans back to e saleswoman, she said its a woman's jeans... i felt so shocked & embarrassed. So we continued shopping for a while b4 meeting martin and KP at the bus stop. Got kinda surprised when martin brought grace with him to meet us..... so we went to Jack's Place..... cos martin and KP havn't had their lunch yet..... After leaving jack's, KP went home while e rest of us window shopped around parkway for a while. So i brought e group back to Giordano n tried that pair of jeans again for them to see.... they said its ok.... however, im still hesistanting whether i should buy it..... I dun hav a pair of converse-like shoes to match with e skinny jeans. We then continued shopping a while more then we all left for home. What a long day!

2009-03-22T00:22:00.007+08:00

21st March 2009:

Woke up so early 2day (8.15am) to go cycling with veron & andrea @ ECP. We had lunch at east coast Macs, then went home to shower & have a break before going for choir practice for mass. Omg halfway during mass i lost voice & couldn't sing.... freaked out... so had to lip-sing for the rest of the mass songs. I thinks its a punishment for sleeping during Homily..... haha! What to do, this morning's cycling totally worn me out..... so tiring. After mass, i went to my grandmum's house for dinner & also to meet my cousin to help me upload new games to e PSP. So i didn't go for choir practice after mass.

20th March 2009:

Went to Kallang Leisure Park for lunch with my mum before meeting my mum's friends & their 4 year old daughter to play bowling at ECP bowling centre. Had 2 games..... the 1st one i scored 155 n the second game i scored 185.... Yay! Managed to beat my previous best record of 181! Lol so cute.... the small girl also bowled for a while..... her rented bowling shoes r so tiny... haha. Hmm... i think i hav to upload photos onto this blog... currently it looks kinda dull.... better remind myself.....

2009-03-19T00:11:00.010+08:00

18th March 2009:

My Singing Voice Is Back!

2day, i had dinner with veron n andrea at boon tong kee before going for combined choir practice at holy fam. church. So weird, until now i dun really know wad mass r we preparing for... is it Easter mass? Anw, had quite e great time during practice... i regained my singing voice n confidence back.... Yay !!!! At last... like after 4 months.... Many do not know that but after my last christmas performance with my sch choir.... my voice started to strain v badly whenever i sing.... maybe cos during e christmas performances i had to 'push' my singing voice to e limit. So after that, i can only sing softly n not too loud, if not i will go 'off'. Thank God now my singing voice has regained..... Yup, after choir practice, i went out with choir ppl to Macs at ECP. Had ice-cream n shared french fries with andrea n veron....... ignatius dropped us off home after that. Also, Veron, andrea n i finalised our excursion for sat. .... cycling @ ECP. Hope i dun oversleep that day!

Yay my 1st entry.....

2009-03-16T23:26:00.008+08:00

14th March 2009:

Had usual choir practice 2day, before and after mass. I wonder y but everytime after choir practice i feel v tired and worn out......After choir practice, we went to Sin Hoi Sai for supper. Veron almost got knocked down by a reversing car!!!! Scared me!! Then, veron, andrea, james n i went to parkway macs for ice cream before going home. The 4 of us plan to go cycling this coming sat. at ECP. Looking forward to it!

16th March 2009:

2day is the day when i opened this blog!!! Yay!!! Wanted to open my blog yesterday but had some prob.s with the tagboard.Well, 2day, my mum, aunt n i went to Orchard Road to shop. Had lunch there. After that, my mum, aunt n i came back to parkway n continued shopping.... wad a long day. Also, i borrowed some VCDs from VideoEzy.... Just finished watching the horror movie 'Prom Night'.Oh ya, i spoke to martin on the phone just now. He had his GP test 2day, n he said its not good. i feel kinda bad cos i can't really help him much with his GP. Just wish him all the best!